Atlease you was with me

I'm fucking regret,
it is pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucking pain!
Why should I change it?
Aww...
Feel like crying...
:(

Anyway,
bye bye!
I will miss you and you won't appear on me anymore...
Atlease you was with me...
:(

有那么一篇散文

因为年轻，所以会经历一些波折的事情，
如亲情、友情、爱情。
要接受日子不可能永远快乐幸福的事实。
但你能够坦然的，坚强地面对自己的软弱和难处。
让你成熟的，是经历与磨难。
让你幸福的，是宽容与博爱。
让你心安的，是理解与信任。

你改变不了事实，但你可以改变态度。
都说态度决定人的高度。
不知道为何，有些东西就是无法改变。
也许，是做不切实际的梦想。
也许，还在求那永远不会有的完美。
曾经虚荣过，幻想过，为目标奋斗过。
待到重新回头看时，觉得很多事情都云淡风轻了。
改变不了过去，就让它过去吧。

但你可以改变现在，会在未来走得更加好。
因为抛弃了不必要的包袱，生活才会更美好。
人生如此短暂，有什么理由，不去好好地生活呐！
有太多的事情要去做，有很重要的人等着去珍惜。
你不能控制环境，但你可以掌握自己。
走自己的路，纵然很崎岖。
但要依然勇往直前。
前途操在自己的选择中。

纵然会困难重重，伤痕累累，
但不要犹豫，不要后悔。
因为在回首时，你可以指着那条尽是痛苦和泪水的路，
自豪地说：
看，这就是我自己走出来的路！
你不能预知明天，但你可以把握今天。
“在一个分叉口，我愿选择脚印少的那一条路，
这样我的一生会截然不同。”
一条路走的人多了，总会弄得泥泞不堪，总会弄得尘土飞扬。
为何不换另一条路走走，也许一切将会是另一种样子。
把握自己的今天，那么明天绝对会更好。

你不能左右天气，但你可以改变心情。
对生活微笑吧！那么生活也对你微笑。
不再压抑自己的心，不要自我束缚。
让心灵自由地飞翔，去迎接那亮丽的阳光吧！

你不能选择容貌，但你可以展现笑容。
和千万人相遇，和千万人相离，
在声明中寻找一个能够真心相伴的人，
真实信任的朋友，就是幸福。
在生命中寻找一个能够真心相伴的人，
秘诀就是去为他人做个真诚的朋友。



摘之-2012年2月27日，星洲日报，副刊

27.2.2012

I don't mean to hurt you or make you sad,
you must know...
I just love you soooooooo much and I care all the single word you said...
When you said FOREVER,
my tears agree with you and I know you mean it...

You are the best boyfriend in the world,
and thank you...
Sorry for everything,
I promised I will change it and make myself better...

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Okay,
February is going to the end...
And I'm still in holiday!
I don't even meet my friends recently,
what I do is stay in my house or date with my boyfriend...
I'm lazy to drive,
and I always can't find a right time to meet my friends...
I don't go out at night or evening recently...
It is because everyone is worry about me,
they asked me not to go out when the day is dark or drive...
I'm a oversized kid?????????????????????
Who knows?

Anyway,
I'm waiting for Von that idiot to come back...
Then I will start up my fucking lifestyle again,
play, eat, drink!
I'm waiting for you!!!!!!
And I'm fucking miss you!

24.2.2012

Don't know what should I blog today,
I did nothing in these few days...
I just stay in my house,
have breakfast with my parents in the morning,
text my boyfriend...
EVERYDAY
All the same...

Anyway,
I'm going to movie with my boyfriend tonight...
Quite good,
atlease it is not boring!

Playing HARVEST MOON with psp recently,
still the nice game!
:D

20.2.2012

有时候，
做些事情不可以有错。

就像是问神的时候，
千万不要给错八字。
你听到的东西。
也许会是你一生中的梦魇。

恐怖。惊悚。吓死。

幸好，及时，
发现了。
他很好。
我很健康。

大家，
务必记得。

19.2.2012

His face didn't have any emotion,
but I felt his worries...
I'm always the lucky one because I have a best boyfriend in the world...
He is unlucky because he has a girlfriend that always causes him problems...
:(
I'm sorry,
and he still comforted me...
"换成是我，你也会照顾我啊。好好照顾身子，日子还很长呢:)"
(If I was the one who sick, you would also take care of me. Take care of yourself, there is still a long time to go.)
Aww...
Feeling touch and wanna cry when I read this,
but I was having my lunch...
How come he is so warm?
God,
you gave me the best present I think...
Thank you...

So let see...
I have ate porridge for few days,
add some bread...
My mom cooked me noodles for my lunch!
OMG!
I never knew that noodles is fucking yummy!
(Maybe I ate porridge for the long time)

I'm waiting for my hubby,
he is still working...
But he promised to me he is coming tonight!
Yeppie!
Happy happy happy~
Okay,
I should say goodbye to you all...
Gonna have some rest and watch animation...

Love you guys~

15.2.2012

Yesterday is the first Valentine's day for us,
and he was late...
Actually there is nothing I should get angry,
but I just got angry without any BIG reason...
Luckily he is a patient guy...
XD

Okay,
we planned to visit to the zoo but the weather just like a SHIT!
So we went to KL to enjoy our tea time,
and then shopping...
Just like what we always do in Saturday...
=.=
He got me a necklace,
and I like it sooooooooo much!

Everything was going right,
but I was having gastric last night...
Pity boyfriend,
keep worrying me and taking me to many clinic...
:(
I'm sorry...
Trust me,
HE IS THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD...
And thanks to his sis since he woke her up in the midnight...
Haiz~
How come I sick in yesterday?

Anyway,
take care....

他很浪漫，
重点是他很爱我。

我知道他很好，
所以我会珍惜他的好。

各位，
晚安啊~

10.2.2012

So,
what I want to blog about today is....
I DON'T NEED TO GO TO NILAI AND STUDY ANYMORE
My mom asked me not to go too far,
she said she'll worry about me...
Oops!
I'm a little baby! XD
And for the sure I will keep disturb my boyfriend everyday since I'm living here...
HE CAN'T GET AWAY FROM ME!
Muahahahahahahahahaha........
Laugh like a bad guy...

Any updates for my study I will still share with you all...
Thank you!
Love you guys!

9.2.2012-OMFG

Dang Dang Dang!
Today is 9th of February!
That's means I have been with my darling for a month!
Actually is 30++ days...
Some of you asked that what's special about him?
Why I chosen him?

Hmm... Let see...
1. We don't even scold each other, what we do are being quiet when we argued.
2. He never ask me to be fast since he knows I will mess up all my stuff if he ask to.
3. We always discuss our problems and he listen to my BLUE questions and RED complains.
4. He doesn't club.
5. I know everything about him, what's he doing, who's his friends.

I'm feeling safe when I'm with him,
so sure I will work hard on it...

Okay, stop the part of my LOVE career~

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MAYBE I'm not going to Nilai to study anymore,
who knows?
I'm still thinking about this...
You know,
I took a long time to make this decision...
And then suddenly I can change it...
My mom asked me to study in Taylor's University if I want...
And then I compare both of it...

Benefits of Taylor's University
1. I don't need to live in hostel since I can drive. I <3 my HOME!
2. I can meet my darling anytime I want.
3. I can spend my weekends in KL since I always like to shop.

Benefits of INTI International University, Nilai
1. I don't need to wake up in such an early time since I live in the hostel.
2. I don't need to drive and just walk to my classroom everyday.
3. I can be 100 percent concentrate since there are nothing to shop and play.

O.M.F.G
So now you know how difficult it is huh?
:(
Help me!
And I will hug you as tight as I can!

That's all I wanna share with you all...
Enjoy your life my DEAR!

Fall for you-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

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Yeppie!

I don't have pizza for a long time!

=.=

My mom always say that pizza make me fat~

Sad case huh?

Anyway,

enjoy it! :D

6.2.2012

The most fucking thing is when you're going to sleep,
then you're having stomachache,
and then you can't even leave the toilet bowl...
Luckily I brought in my laptop,
so I can enjoy playing FACEBOOK and blog some...
XD
How come I'm so smart?

Drank yesterday,
quite good~
Hmm...
But I don't feel wanna drink more when I think about my CHRISTMAS EVE!
FUCK!
It makes me feel like vomit everytime I think about it...
:(
So maybe I should quit myself from alcoholic huh?
Who knows?
XD
And I know some of you must be scolding rude words when you saw this...
Like I always say,
I'm a good girl without alcoholic and I love my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gonna spend my day without my boyfriend today!
:D
Muahahahahahahahahaha...
He is going spend his night with dota and I'm going to spend it with ONE PIECE!

Anyway,
I'm still in holidays~
Anything just call me...
ESCPECIALLY ALCOHOLIC, OOPS!

3.2.2012

Not everyone can hold on for your bad temper...
He loves me,
that's why he said yes for every our family's plan...
You know it is not necessary,
but you said we MUST attend...
I'm lazy to argue with you,
because you always did that...
One day he will leave me because of YOU!

Spent few hours with my boyfriend yesterday night,
quite good...
You know,
he is always the sweet one...
And I appreciate him...
NOW AND FUTURE

Good!
Tomorrow is going to have breakfast or maybe lunch with Lemon and Ting...
SUSHI ZANMAI again!
ROAR!
That's what we eat everytime we gather...
=.=
Boring?
Never!
Same plan Same food Same beverage...
There are always some fucking funny stuff when we be together!

Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!

2.2.2012

It is raining,
and it just came suddenly...
I liked it,
but not recently...
Raining makes me in blue,
and I shouldn't be in this mood now...
I'm having a good boyfriend,
I'm having some good friends,
I'm having a fucking perfect family,
I'M HAVING A GOOD LIFE...

Daddy asked me to work,
but I can't find myself a work if I work there...
So I decided to stay in my house,
spending my day like a DEAD FISH if no one ask me for outings...
It is booring,
but actually it is quite enjoying...
XD
For the sure,
being lazy is always better than working...
The main point is I'm a lazy one,
so........
Yeppie!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to night market with boyfriend yesterday...
Planned to Cannaught with Hui ting,
called her also...
But my mom and my boyfriend said NO since I drank A LITTLE BIT!
How come?
:(
Luckily I'm not a violent one,
or not I swear I would kill my boyfriend...
(Hmm... But he is soooo cute... XD)

Lemon,
when you wanna go out?
Friday or Saturday?
You haven't give me the time!
You just give me your SUSHI ZANMAI plan!
Make it faster!
I need to inform Hui Ting!

And Von called me yesterday!
What a stupid?
Keep her broadband open so now she can't get online~
=.=
Are you sure you're my friend?
I'm so SMART!
You're not coming back until MARCH right?
You wanna go ZOO anot?
:D
It is always a good place!
Wait you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1.2.2012

You should focus on the one who always love you the most,
maybe the way he love you is not the way you want.
You must know,
he love you with his best way.

Let see,
January is gone...
Now I'm with February...
How come the time is running faster and faster?
Look at my planner,
the date that I'm going to study is coming near and near...
He's right,
I'm just studying...
Why should I sad huh?
XD
Honestly,
I feel excited when I thinking of my UNIVERSITY...
It will be a brand new life!

I will be the one who always being annoying,
so don't worry that your life will be boring...
I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU-MICHAEL JACKSON